Patience and enduring is something that I feel I have always been OK at. But more recently I have had a stronger desire to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am leading my family the way God has called me. Being a spiritual husband is a difficult task, not one that can be learned overnight, and I feel a great sense of need to be more than I have been in the past.
I guess what I really have struggled with is our ministry together. I want to know Gods plans, because for the first time I really feel like I don't know what He is doing and I don't like that feeling. I do know that He is working all things out for our good, but it's a little scary when it's out of my control.
So many things come with marriage. New vision, new love, new ministry. It changes your life. For the better! It's only been nine months, God is still working things out in our lives. It's good, but I am anxious to see a glimpse of the future when it comes to our ministry together.
As far as me becoming a stronger spiritual leader for my family. It's day by day. The desire burns deep, but putting my faith into action in my marriage is something I battle daily. But, overall, I am pressing through it, and will soon be through to the other side.
God's Vision: It's being worked out daily.
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It's been over a month since you posted from your Utmost book :(
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